We're on a bridge, Charlie.

I don't think there's anything wrong with a 24 year old wanting to go to the fair/carnival.

.....so. I am sick. I didn't go up to Towson to see NFG tonight. Daryl convinced me to come over and play rock band.. I should have stayed home. I feel terrible. and Haas wouldn't let me read the magazine with David Beckham on the cover.. which was STUPID annoying.

I drank a bunch of tea and had some soup at various points throughout the day.. everything above my clavicle is in pain. dizzy, sore, achy, gross pain. AGONY. (charades sucks)

..we watched Lars and the Real Girl. <3 that movie.

so I may have a fever and that may be why I'm about to say this but. I feel like certain people in my life don't make much of an effort to stay in my life. and that hurts. I'm somewhat tired of being the one that makes the effort.. and that's selfish? maybe, but I'm sick, and I feel like I can be selfish.

I found this long sleeve under armour type shirt but it made me feel claustrophobic so I put on my FAVORITE thermal that I bought last wintery time.. I love it..
my head really freaking hurts. and my lips are all chappy. I probably won't make it to the Richmond NFG show, either.. whatever.. whatever.

People should pay more attention. and care more. I deserve better.. a lot.