I wonder when they'll come get me.

I was just in this poker tournament for over 2 hours. I came in 4th. The top 3 got money. UGH.

It's fine. I'll win some soon.

Nothing interesting has happened. I worked last night. I gave Olivia a ride home. I went to sleep at midnight and woke up at 11. Jordy suggested for me to listen to the new Straylight Run.. so I did.. and then I listened to old Straylight Run.. and now I miss them.. and want to see them.. so maybe I will..

Amber's party has been postponed until next Saturday. the 27th. so more people can come.

There is a disgusting odor in my house. like.. the cat went to the bathroom or something terrible somewhere..

so I think I'm going out tonight after work with some people.. I don't particularly feel like going, but it was fun when I went with them a few months ago so I'm giving it another chance. I'm not a big fan of hanging out with "other people". However, it may be time for me to start.. doing things that are out of my "comfort zone".. maybe. One thing at a time.

I'm excited for what's coming in the mail tomorrow :] Shh.

I'm just trying to be optimistic....